[Freed, Dualscar scrambles backwards, managing to snag his cape on his way past. He keeps going until he collides with the nearest bookshelf, and he wraps his cape over his shoulders, hiding and covering himself, scrunching down into the smallest ball he can make and covering his head with his hands.]
I don't knoww!
[The words come out like a sob.]
I don't knoww, I don't knoww, I don't knoww wwhy you can't use that wword, or the other one, or wwhy I'm such a fuckup at this! It just...
[feels like you're hurting me even when you aren't, feels like i'm dying when you call me beautiful, feels like something i don't want to remember wants me to remember it whenever you try and get close like that]
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I don't knoww!
[The words come out like a sob.]
I don't knoww, I don't knoww, I don't knoww wwhy you can't use that wword, or the other one, or wwhy I'm such a fuckup at this! It just...
[feels like you're hurting me even when you aren't, feels like i'm dying when you call me beautiful, feels like something i don't want to remember wants me to remember it whenever you try and get close like that]
Oh cod...